Long time, no type.

I've been out of commission on the blog-o-sphere as of late. More than a year, I think, since my last post. Not sure why I am returning, other than hoping that maybe this is another space to release my energy into the world.

I'm a big believer in what you put out to the world will eventually come back to you. I operate, as much as I can being human and all, in a way that I'd like to feel energy eventually coming back to me. This idea is being tested, though. People I love very much have had many blessings in their lives, but have been proverbially shit on over and over and over again. People who have the kindest hearts I have known. After all they have been through, the struggles still continue. The face new and insurmountable struggles. So strange how one person can make such a large impact on one family. Her actions have not affected me in a direct way, and yet these actions make me question everything I believe, and all the work I have done up until now.

While my first inclination was to be angry...no...not just an inclination...I was angry. I am angry. I pulled out every name in the book and yelled it from the rooftops. But, this is not the energy I wish to release into the world. So, with that, I wish this person a peaceful heart and a tranquil mind although her actions are to the contrary. I can only hope Karma begins to finally work her magic for those I love. They deserve a return on their Karmic investments.